a girl like me

a girl like me
likes to dream big, to let her mind wander
and offer up three examples of the one thing
to explain the fullness of what my minds sees
he’s starting to get that
and i’m starting to realize how my stories take tangential twists
of what seem to crstyallize my points often lead down side streets but always back to the main boulevard
a girl like me
sometimes hides and turns down her volume
if she can’t quite articulate or explain
sometimes fearful of being not enough
and sometimes fearful of starting something big that feels too much
a girl like me
uses kinda, sorta, you know, maybe
to soften my stances, my opinions, my brilliance
(if that’s not too bold)
a girl like me prefers to be just off stage
perhaps directing the show
or influencing what’s told and said and done
but unseen, shadowed,
a girl like me used to love to be in the spotlight
to milk a story
to sing a song
to perform and be funny or to hold court
and sometimes still
a girl like me enjoys connecting with a small crowd,
spilling with laughter until tears are pouring down my face,
and eyes and smiles are sparkling and sparking,
the fun, the aliveness, the connection
where did it change for me?
preferring to stand just off stage
stepping back when i could step forward
softening my opinions or considering how they’d be held
and maybe the more important question is will i stay
in the comfort, the shadow, the dimming
where my insides feel at home
or venture into the light
where we all come alive
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